I look at myself in the mirror and all I see are rolls and folds of flesh. It seems like they have been there forever. They have taken residence in my body, like a bad tenant who refuses to acknowledge their eviction notice. Are there marshalls or sheriff that I can call to do a forced eviction. NOPE. Not when it comes to fat. It refuses to move. Right now, i feel paralyzed. There are a plethora of activities that I could be doing, yet I have ZERO energy to do them.
a safe space to voice, reflect, ponder upon healing journey from childhood trauma, sexual abuse, eating disorders, church abuse, violence, grieving, widowhood
Saturday, September 20, 2025
another day, another tear
How do I feel today? Can I name my emotions? Can I put a label to the hurricane of sadness manifesting in my brain? Is there a end to this? Is there something that can take away this pain. YES, I know there is! Today, it just feels so far away, like I'm a million miles away from the throne of justice and righteousness.
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